Your light so bright
I bask in your radience
You leave, I am dark
Where is my own light?
I search inside
Only fear, anger, bitterness
Where is this love
Everyone speaks of?
The White Demon scratches at me
Violent images of hate and hell
Left to hurt, to be destroyed
All love and trust gone.
I am afraid
What if I cannot be saved
Am I a lost child?
I want to be found.
Tick tock clock
A tear falls
God are you there?
Why can't I find you?
My mind knows You are there
Knows to stop looking
And You will appear
My heart is afraid, empty
Love all around me
And I can't connect
Other children wrapped in love and light
Me wrapped in hate and fear
When will it end?
A lifetime dedicated
to overcoming darkness
Fear and unhappiness?
Love never leaves you
But darkness never leaves me.